Super fat woman

If I had still been at my heaviest weight, I never would have approached Brian. I thought of myself as deformed. Loading comments… Trouble loading? And I will enjoy that no one will be able to complain to me about my belly fat without looking like a crazy person. He has limits, he's human, and more important, he's a human who loves me and finds me attractive, and is frustrated with having to defend those choices to me, of all people. Because it so obviously was — he was trying to grab handfuls of his tummy for emphasis, but was struggling to even get one hand full. Brian's expressions when I would rip myself to shreds eventually moved from sympathy to frustration.